Not for me and not for you!
I set out when creating this site to share and inform and have done neither very successfully .
I would like to share more but, like most BPD sufferers, I am terrified of being judged and ‘getting it wrong’.
I am currently struggling terribly and do not even know where to begin. I am 60 this month and my life is as much of a mess as ever. The only thing I can really congratulate myself on is the fact that I am still alive.
I am almost half way through my DBT program and am the oldest person at the unit to undertake it. Next year I must join group or pack it in.
I am not at all sure I can sit in a room full of people with their whole lives ahead of them knowing , maybe they have a chance and, let’s be honest, I do not.
Am I jealous…Of course I’m bloody jealous!
My mind is blown and my body is f……d, so why am I even bothering?
You may have guessed it is not a good day, week, month, year!
I get very little feedback , which is my own fault as I do not post regularly, so I will make anyone who reads my plea….
Comment and communicate and I will post.
I need other people who understand me and right now it feels like I am very, very alone, so talk soon eh?
borderline personality disorder 